As I reflect upon my life this Thanksgiving, I recognize that being grateful is not a natural inclination of my heart. Sadly, I allow my mind to focus on troubles and trials rather than on sovereignty and sanctification. This leads to a complaining spirit. Ugh.
But, as a remedy, the gospel does not call me to be a stoic who shuts out the pain of living in a fallen world. Evil is evil, pain is painful and things are not the way they were designed or meant to be. Everything is broken.
This means that when I encounter the stress and anxiety associated with living in such a context, the gospel invites me to find rest in the third of several options.
Option #1 - I can look at my stress list and drown in despair. Not really an option.
Option #2 - I can try to fix my enflamed worry nerves by exercising control over my world. Rarely works, and rarely for long when it does.
Option #3 - The third option is to turn my stress and anxiety list (those things that keep me up at night and give me ulcers) into a prayer and supplication list.
In Philippians 4:6-7, Paul says, "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
Did you notice the two words that I often (almost always!) leave out of prayer and of my heart all together? With thanksgiving. Being thankful that I am no longer condemned, but justified by grace and adopted in love. I'm no longer an orphan. My Father knows what is best and has it all under control. He is working all things for my good (even if the process is painful, I can know that the trial is not punitive and that he is not distant, but actively present with me in and through the valley). I can be thankful that he is able to carry the burden that I can't. If I fall down, it's okay. He will pick me up. When I can't see my way, he gives me wisdom.
By knowing God as "Abba" and having an identity that is hidden in the righteousness of Jesus, there are literally innumerable reasons to be thankful. Maybe seeking out those opportunities for thankfulness will help me turn my stress list into my prayer list.
Thank you, Jesus.